People have a strange need, a few of them.... a need of being important... a need to matter... a need to grasp and hold onto things to give us rank, thats the importance. But like I said above, we all came from the same place... crawling out and into diapers, and we're all headed to same peaceful place, so whats the difference. And this isnt a hippy "who gives a shit, none of this matters," type thing, but it's a Stop Being Afraid, type thing. Just stop. Stop telling yourself no. Stop telling yourself you're not good enough, smart enough, pretty enough, stop telling yourself you can't because you always can. You can. But you can't when you're too busy kicking your own ass, right?
So if you choose to acknowledge the opportunity of a role... go play it. Play the character... clear all the bullshit that isnt real and become the character... its limitless.... it's limitless. Create your own style of whatever is entering your brain, whatever you might be daydreaming about. Have faith in that thing that makes your heart rate accelerate a little bit...
I've met and known people my entire life who never gave it the shot... never jumped, never went for their thing, because someone, somewhere, in some chapter in history planted a seed of doubt, of fear, of limits, roles and expectations. And it's all a lie. You are more. All those stories that influenced you to sit where you're sitting, they're just not real.
the entry from last week, about painting a picture, kinda came to me while sitting in a coffee house... the freedom to paint the picture of your life, and that's whats real. Your imagination, your consciousness, and all that's needed is the courage, love, faith and willingness to put forth the action to create from it. Trick is, we're all looking for something, all needing, like I wrote above, but the catch is this... we already have it. Didn't I say that at the end of the Power Program? You already had it. I didn't give it to you, i just helped you reopen a closet that you piled up a bunch of shit in front of and had forgotten. I just helped you clean up the laundry and motivate you to open the door... it was there all along and it's yours.
You are the creator and that might make you uncomfortable.
It shouldn't... laugh at it... you are already complete, you are already ready. Enjoy. Stop fearing, stop stressing, all of this material shit, the job you hate, all of it, let it go. Divorce yourself from the story thats making you become something you are not.